Walkies

Garry & I did a bit of walking Sunday and Monday.

Sunday we walked along the prom till we came to our old road. Then we looked at our 1st house together. It looks sad and rundown. It has double glazing but it looks like the tacky brown wood effect stuff. The stained glass window of the landing is still there though. I would love to go in and see what it looks like now.

Monday we decided to walk to the ASDA, 30min walk that's not bad. It took us 1.5 hours to get there. (If he tells me he knows a short cut I'm not going to believe him again.) After ASDA we went to the park and had picnic. that was very nice. Then we got the bus home, I refuse to walk anymore. In total we walked for nearly 3 hours on Monday.

Who's been a naughty Girl Then

Oh dear I think I might have put more weight on this time round again.

I just couldn't be bothered to exercise. I felt so down. Can't wait for the sunny days to come, o how I hate the darkness.

Measurment

Well Those of you who saw my pink page that went missing will remember I said I would only post now and again but here I am posting again.

After The shock of the weight gain had subsided, I started to listen to my Friends and Garry who where telling me wait till till you measure yourself and see whats happened.
So last Sunday I measured my bits and oh my God things had got smaller apart from my calf.

Garry and Geoff recon I must be making muscle growth and soon the fat will turn to muscle and I will loose more weight as I get more toned up.

So I guess I will have to do the exercise after all. I really like Pilate's but Garry doesn't think that will help my weight loss maybe you might know differently.

Progress So Far

Well I have been trying to loose weight for a month now and well its not going that well!!!

I first got weighed on Friday 26th January 2007. My weight was 252lbs/114.5kg. Very Scary had no idea I weighed so much :-(

Next weighed in Friday 9th February. Joy of joy I have lost 3lbs/1.3kgs. :-)

And Friday 23rd February. Yippee another 2lbs/1kg. :-)

Then I went to the docs for another weigh in. I new I might have put a 1bl/1.1kg on, I haven't done any exercise at all for the last 2 weeks but HORROR of HORRORS I have put 6lbs/3kgs.

What have I done!!!! I now weigh heavier then when I started :-0

Exercise

Who said exercising was fun? Well it's not!!! It's hard work and it hurts. My other half bought a multi gym for us to use and a cross country thingy (that's a killer) and now hes got this thing that I can do plates on. (Quite neat I suppose) but I do feel it the next day I like that one the best I lie down and there is no impact on my poor joints. being so big there must be loads of impact on them. I got a shock the other day my blood pressure was 212/180. My BP has aways been unpredictable you might say up and down liker a yoyo but this reading did scare me. This one is like I going to be died. I was rushed to hospital there it reduced to 186/140 still not all good they let me go home so long as I rested and whet to my GP. Well as you can imagine that sent shock waves to my brain and now there is major reasons for loosing the weight apart from my beautiful dress I really want to be at my daughters wedding next year; and not her at my funeral.

Month 2 - 14 to go till May 2008

I am 44 and fat.

My little girl is getting married and I need to be slimmer and healthier for her and any children she may have in the future.

The photos coming up are very scary and I hope I never get big like this again (if I can get thin first) The numbers are what my measurements are at the moment.

Picture 1 The Front

Picture 2 The Left

Picture 3 The Back

Picture 4 The Right

The next picture is the dress I want to wear at her wedding. Sizes go up to 36; but I will not be buying that size or anything over a size 18. I want to go down 2 dress sizes and one day eventually loose 112lbs